Life has not begun till now. But today i realised something important; 4th December, a night out with Fook. It is not something which i can pen down easily as I find it abstract. It makes me feel like living life out of the comfort zone. All this while, I am seeing life in a small picture. I want to expand my horizon, to taste the essence of life in all ways. But how to begin? What obstacles or problems that I should address currently? I envy him, given nothing, he takes on life in his own hands. I love his stories, about his successful uncle and business strategies. I learned that we cannot judge a person by the cover as I can feel how strong is his innerself. He has flaws but then when i think again, I think I'm much worse than him. I will always respect a person like him who is humble. When I reflect myself, I felt that I am truly blessed but often I have been blinded by hunger and greed for more. I am still young and full of energy but what have I accomplished so far by chasing for better grades? There's much more to life than just that. Carpe diem or seize the day, a quote which often reminds me but how often I put it into action?
I want to get busy, maximising output, increase in productivity and earn satisfaction in life just by doing something. Something which keeps youth going until it wears out. I do not want to regret the things that I have not done merely because I think I can't and I fear. As I get older, I have become less ambitious, less motivated and less hope. Gone are the days when I put on my towel around my neck and fly like a Superman. I have goals but I am the type who gives up easily when the going gets tough.
When all is said, I still can't comprehend what I have just written. Do you?
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